Trimmed my beard and moustache, yeah. Seriously considering removing it all, just for the fucking sake of it…
At least it seems like everything else is going to hell as well
I think, but I’m probably being paranoid and can’t think straight. But if everything else goes bad, maybe this study-thing will go well, yes/no..?
I don’t know fucking anything anymore.
What the hell does (y) mean?
I really don’t know, feel like such a retard
Trying to lock away my feelings always seems to work
But then again that’s exactly why I’ve never had a girlfriend. I somehow never dare to open, because it never seems worth it. I’ve always been alone. And I’m still not sure if this is good. I just know it will end before it begins and I’ll end up alone again. That’s why. I don’t know.
