Trimmed my beard and moustache, yeah. Seriously considering removing it all, just for the fucking sake of it…
I think, but I’m probably being paranoid and can’t think straight. But if everything else goes bad, maybe this study-thing will go well, yes/no..?
I don’t know fucking anything anymore.
I really don’t know, feel like such a retard
But then again that’s exactly why I’ve never had a girlfriend. I somehow never dare to open, because it never seems worth it. I’ve always been alone. And I’m still not sure if this is good. I just know it will end before it begins and I’ll end up alone again. That’s why. I don’t know.