I am fucking pissed off, I don’t need a reminder each time you call that I have some serious problems right now. I can’t do anything about them at the moment, which makes it horrible to bring them up. I can’t do the stuff I need to do right now, if these problems are on my mind. It just brings me down and makes me feel like a useless piece of shit.
Just leave me alone. This is bad yes, but putting salt in the wound is pointless. I’ll fix it or fail, life will go on. For fucks sake, I will endure this. Stop trying to help, it makes it much worse. I fully know what has to be done.
