First tonight my room-mate threw me out of my room, because this girlfriend decided to sleep over. I at first didn’t mind, until they fucking decided to borrow my bed. Then I still didn’t give a fuck, but a little bit against it. My stuff was thrown everywhere, which sucks.
Didn’t want to be in the house and started to text people. Then there was this movie in another house, which I joined to see. She was there. I feel asleep during the movie and woke up by her fucking messing up my neck with my scarf. I was a bit angry about that, however then I had to leave because two wanted to be alone. Yeah that’s rigth, I was thrown out there too. So I feel like shit right now and totally unwanted. To top it, now I can’t even fucking fall asleep again. FML
And I really hope she wasn’t one of those two, because then this race is over and I lost. I always lose. This is why I never get too connected with girls, they always seem to break my heart. Or stamp on it really hard, at least.
But I just said leave me alone and that I’m fucking angry. I won’t lie, why the hell should I. At school I’m a joker, few take me seriously I guess. So showing this side, would cause reactions. What the hell am I writing, time to stop rambling.
And I’ll admit in a way it feels fucking great. I just hope I wasn’t too rude to them, after all they dare to say I can’t get angry. I proved them wrong, but that’s not the reason I got angry. I have my reasons, and when they asked if I wanted to talk about it… well I said hell no. That’s not how I do things. And they have no right to know, either.
1) You are caring
2) You are charming
3) Your humor is fucking awesome
4) If I feel down, I can always count on you
5) You are a wolf, for crying out loud
6) Your taste in music is extremely appealing
7) You are down to earth
8) You are honest
9) You are true to yourself and to others
10) You are amazing in so many ways
You are too kind, really. Because I can’t take compliments, I’ll just shut up now. But thank you, it means a lot. Truly.
"4) If I feel down, I can always count on you" is the best by far and means the most to me.